Boy or Girl???

We will find out the answer to that question tomorrow.  It is so weird how my emotions and feelings have changed about this subject throughout this pregnancy.  I would have never out right admitted it but before I was pregnant I just knew that I wanted a girl so bad and would have been disappointed if it were a boy.  Then I got pregnant and this overwhelming feeling of not caring one bit hit me HARD!  I prayed so hard for a healthy baby and really, really did not care either way.  It was like I cut off all the care when it came to gender.  Then after going through the stressful part and all coming back saying that there were no signs of problems, I started dreaming of a girl again.  I have had 2 dreams of girls who I did not recognize but in my dream loved.  The babies HR has been between 130 and 154.  Does that mean girl or boy? The Chinese calendar says it will be a boy.  And I have a feeling it is a boy.  We have a girl name that we both love all picked out and are clueless about a boy name.  I have found boy bedding I am in love with and pink makes me want to puke.  I would love to have a girl but "brothers" sounds cool too!  So...boy or girl???  Sullivan says it is a boy.  He is serious.  He actually told me that he would be sad if it were a girl.  Broke my heart a bit but...he will be alright no matter what.  I am going to do something special with him tomorrow when we tell him.  He wants to buy the baby some jammies so we will head to Kohls.  :)  Anna wants a boy too.  She already has a bunch of sisters.  Mike thinks it is a girl, but he thought Sully was a girl and I KNEW he was a boy.  I had a boy dream when I was pregnant with him.  So, lets just hope this little person spreads his or her legs and lets us in on the secret!  I can't wait!!!  This 20 weeks has flown and I hope the next 20 are a little slower.  I am ready to enjoy this pregnancy and this little guy or girl!  So, be it a boy or a girl, it doesn't matter!  The Lord has blessed us with another child and no matter what we are thrilled to be growing our family!  Please Lord let this baby be healthy and safe and no matter what he/she will be loved!  Ultrasound at 10:30 a.m......tune in to find out the news!